get phone, mark-rain

well… this wasn’t such first day i expected to be. being a mark-raining day. i got 4 marks from PE: 2, 2/3, 4, 4/5. i have to stay it wasn’t my day. i’m a bit down in the dumps because basically i’m good at PE. i have always been 5 and went to dancing, aerobic, handball, swimming, running and usually i’m working out at home, in addition i’m quite flexible, so it’s a disaster to me. the teacher (whoh is also my fav) said that i would give marks strictly. yeahh.. she did. and the parallel bars (felemás korlát) are still left. so hate it.

but afternoon, my mother made my mood far better. i got a new phone. A WHITE PHONE(L) i’m into white technics (laptop as well). so yeahh.. i’m better now.

but still hate those people who acts sillier than they actually are. i hope you get it.

and imagine, i’m into sonny with a chance. it’s so hilarious and funny… for 10.:D how old actually am i?? near 18… damn.

she made my day wonderful

i have to say that life is fucking wonderland. i love to live my life. it’s not perfect, but what the hell would be interesting if it’s perfect.

i’m listening a song – some kind of techno and r ‘n b – and that’s why the words just come out of me.

about today: i got 5 (A) in chemistry and we didn’t have a test about spanish. and i sit next to @adriiika who asked me: wanna come to BARCELONA in summer with me? (Spain to put it order:D she has relatives there – not grandparents).’ of course i said yeaahh… u r my gurl (L) it would be fantastic. heyy Barcelona we r coming… i hope there will be Santiago look-a-like guys. for adriiika and me.

we doesn’t mind if we have to cook or something, everything for Barcelona, for the beach, for parties, for brown guys…(L)(L)

love you baby(K)(Y)

and we also laughed a lot. anikó is going school again. i hope her leg will be right as soon as possible. plus mariann was an idiot but the cute idiot. it’s a good a day, i wanna go to parties! but there’s no chance, but hell. i don’t mind, after tomorrow we r going to ski(L)

today’s cleverness: let’s pretend!

I’m more tired

a hangulatomhoz most egy cseppet sem illik az angol, vagyis nem tudnám vele tökéletesen kifejezni a gondolataim, szóval maradok a magyarnál.

hát ma kiakasztottak a tanárok. legfőképpen dickhead-josé. 3-ast adott a spanyolomra:S hát tudod mit, bazdmeg a hármast, én meg majd leköpöm a koporsód, ráadásul odaült mellém. hát ne is próbálj kedveskedni kis köcsög. úgy sem jön be.

aztán jött a fizika. nem is tudom mennyi időt szarakodtam, hogy megértsem, erre 2-es lett a dogám. ki vagyok vele teljesen. minek nekem ilyen faszságokat tanulni.

így nem csoda hogy e két egymást követő szar óra után, fogtam magam és hazaléptem. nem akarom még az angol jegyem is lerontani. pont most, hogy ötösre állok 2. félévben. ja és még azt hozzátenném, hogy EDDIG csak ötösöm volt mindenből 2. félévben, ma viszont 2 jeggyel is elrontottam. áh.. a kurva..

délután lesz anya és az osztályának a szalagavatója. már nagyon kiváncsi vagyok rá, hogy hogy fog sikerülni nekik. és persze ott lesz egy gyönyörűség is becses nevén á benedek. olyan szééép(K)

ennyi most. próbálok meditálni vagy mi a faszt csináli, hogy lenyugodjak egy kicsit. na pápuszi.

Eötvös week

just voting and the party left. foods , programmes and good mood in school are over. this was the last day. i was a bit bored, this all didn’t really interest me. but yeahh.. it was pretty good. retro, r ‘n b, techno music all around Eötvös. this was the most usual. Kingkisser suprised me, that he is more easygoing than i thouhgt. he danced and sang face to all the students just to mention one thing.

tomorrow we will voting. for movie, plaket and program my vote goes to 12/D, for food and newspaper to 13/A, of course i will not vote for StudentKing, because BÁ is one of the candidate. although, today more and more was in my mind to vote for him. but he is a scumbag. so there’s no point in talking about. i decided myself and won’t change.

unfortunatelly, sometimes i cannot understand myself. i find out something, decide to do that way and in the last moment i change it. but why? this is a question. i always describe myself as a determined person who try hard to set own goals. i wanna be strong and invulnerable. but many times it doesn’t work. however i swear that i try to do my best.

nowadays i changed, i think. for positive and negative meaning as well.  on the ancient times, i was joyful, laughing and happy all the time, but now i usually find myself thinking about something all tha time. nothing is perfect. something never happens that way, it ought to do. on the other hand, my marks are better. i have only 5 in this halfyear. yeahh. it has taken just for 2 weeks, but it gives me a good pleasure. i learn more than before.

all in all, life is changing and more and more i cannot figure myself out.

good night my sweeties and don’t forget the basic rule:

BE BAD!

about the weekend

At the weekend i watched Avatar in 3D. It was awsome. Well, my head was hurt a bit but in spite of it it was cool. It had to be cool from the director of Titanic.

I also had to learn a lot. My literature teacher is a bitch. On monday we’ll have an exam about Berzsenyi, On tuesday about Berzsenyi and Csokonai. But not just a simple test. it’ll be a composition about their similaritis. fuck off.

now, i read GossipGirl 8. i’m into NATE. He is the man for me. as.. everyone’s perfect. i know. But in lots of ppl’s mind, Nate equals to Chace Crawford. Yeah.. Chace Crawford one of the sexiest guy in the world. i wouldn’t be able to say no for him, but who i needed is Nate. My dream boy, maybe. The boy who is in mmy mind all the time, who i was talking about.

and about funny hungarians. i read somewhere in the net: sexii beach.:D it was written about a bitch-chick. this is hungary. Now, is it clear why i wanna move  away? i hope so.

that’s for today. i have to sleep. good-night babes. and cheer for me tomorrow.

kisses

world freaks out

yeahh. nothing was in the right place today. everything started in the morning. i had spanish lesson with an 70-year-old impotent dickhead. sometimes he is normal, but usually he freaks me out. well, i got 4  to halftime. (unfortunatelly i had 3 at a venture). he asked me ‘why don’t you as good as K?’ i replied that i wasn’t as hard-working as her’ and added ‘i usually learn in bed’. and the guy’s fantasy started to work. ‘So i can imagine that Zs(me) is hard-working in the bed, but she still have to learn’ fuck off.

And i don’t know again. BÁ and his class had a campaign today. It was a karaoke show. I wish him to have fallen down from the stage. But it didn’t happen. am i a bitch? i don’t care. He was singing a popular retro song: ‘I’m the kiss-king‘. damn! my mind rolled all the time. and when he sang ‘ the number one girl in his arms‘ my friends just looked at me at a same time. it was a bit weird. BÁ was such cool, but this doesn’t mean, that i will vote him. BSZ, i think better for King. (shool tradition) but yes.. BÁ was cutey i have to say, althogh i was talking dirty all the time, when he appeared on the stage. and now i don’t know my feelings again. does it take only 1 day without being in love? i hope not.

i am totally freaking. let not to say nothing. i had better.

Inside feelings

what a fucking bitchy day it was. i couldn’t woke up in the morning. but finally it has not started such crappy like i thought i would. i got 5 mark in history, so i will get A at the half-time. well.. i’m not that who i was. i used to learn just one hour per day, but nowdays it takes 2-3 or even 4-5 hours but the marks didn’t show it. i cannot understand. yeahh… i know, that high school is not a children-game, it sucks. but what can i do? nothing. i have to cope and learn to live with this.

in the afternoon i was driving. it was quite cool, at least much better than yesterday. i didn’t go into trees.:)

and i have to mention my oral feelings. i don’t know what is happening inside of me. BÁ was my big love, but know i rather hate him, than love or just like him. it’s a bit strange for me. what’s more, i think i fell in love with Mathias, who is one of the main character in my novel. Or maybe it isn’t Mathias, neither. The truth is, that i wanna move abroad, where i can fell myself extraordinary. and of course a good looking man is also the part of my story, who is a sportman or at least a well-spoken, cutey, cool, the sexiest, the best guy in that town. is it a big request? i don’t know where and when this imagination will take place, but it will. i’m more sure than i have ever been in my life. The ball is in my trought. i feel the wind of challange.

i had better look  after universities. this is the first step. maybe i can find my future today. or at least tomorrow.